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it's been quite awile since i've written in here. i really need a place to write how i feel without everyone seeing. i just need to let everything i'm feeling out & that is impossible on xanga..though i could make a private entry..but that still feels that i can't let what i have to say come out. i been feeling like okay/shit lately. my best friend has a boyfriend now & it already seems that we are drifting away from eachother..yet were not. it makes no sense but quite frankily i don't care. im just so sick of being alone. i need someone to hold, tell all my secrets to without having to worry about nothing..i just am so fucking sick of it & it feels as if noone is here for me & i have not one person to talk to.
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omfg i miss him so much, i must go to his house tomorrow. ♥
( i took a survey )
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[10 Oct 2004|08:21pm] |
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YOU
+ Lives in: muhlb pa
+ Arrived on: 4 6 89
+ School: muhlb hs
+ Religion: uh
+ Hair color: light brown with blonde & red highlights
+ Eye color: green grey blue
+ Style: ?
+ Fears: the thought of losing him, which wont ever happen
HAVE YOU EVER
+ Cheated on someone? no
+ Been Cheated on? no
+ Fallen off the bed? last night :)
+ Broken someones heart? idk
+ Had your heart broken? no
+ Had a dream come true? idk
+ Done something you regret? yes
+ Cheated on a test? yes
CURRENTLY
+ Wearing? pajamas & hoody
+ Listening to? nirvana
+ Located? my room
+ Chatting with? nobody
+ Watching? nothing
+ Should REALLY be doing? dying
FRIENDS
+ Who is your best? bikka
+ Who do you hate? quite a few people
+ Who is the shyest? chawlky
+ Who is the most talkative? bikka, jeez asshole shut up, haha
+ Who is the cutest? all
+ Who laughs the most? bikka
+ Who have you known the longest? shelby
+ Who have you known the shortest? chawlky
+ Who do you miss the most? mike & bob
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? like 4.8/5
+ Do you trust your friends? yes
+ Are you a good friend? i think so
+ Can you keep a secret? yes
THE LAST PERSON YOU
+ Hugged? kurt
+ Had sex with? kurt
+ Kissed? kurt
+ IMed? andy
+ Talked on the phone: kurt
+ Yelled at? my mother
+ Fell in love with?/Crushed on? kurt
PERSONAL
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? i want to be in culinary
+ What has been the best day of your life? when i was in the cemetary with kurt
+ What comes first in your life? kurt
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? crush? mhm
+ What are you most scared of? ... i said
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? kurt
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? i only ever loved him ♥ he's still here
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? once
+ Love your family: sometimes
+ Love your friends? yes, i love bikka
FAVORITE
+ Movie: dazed & confused
+ Song: no rain
+ Group: alice in chains
+ Store: habitat
+ Relative: my dad's mother
+ Sport: fuck sports
+ Ice Cream Flavor: chocolate
+ Water Ice flavor: passion fruit
+ Fruit: kiwi
+ Candy: cry baby's
+ Holiday: halloween
+ Day of the Week: friday
+ Time: 12:00
+ Color: green
+ Name for a Girl: frankie
+ Name for a Boy: layne
+ Quote: idk
DO YOU
+ Like to give hugs? yes
+ Like to give kisses? yes
+ Like to walk in the rain? yes
+ Prefer black or blue pens? black
+ Like to travel? yes
+ Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side
+ Think you're attractive? fuck no
+ Have a goldfish? no
+ Ever have the falling dream? no
+ Have stuffed animals? yes
DO YOU THINK ABOUT
+ Abortion: yes
+ Smoking: yes, i do?
+ Eating Disorders: omg
+ Suicide: yes
+ Summer: huh?
+ Piercings: no
THIS OR THAT
+ Pierced nose or tongue? tounge
+ Single or taken? taken?
+ MTV or BET? niether
+7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? niether
+ Sugar or salt? sugar
+ Silver or gold? silver
+ Chocolate or flowers? flowers
+ Color or Black-and-white photos? black & white
+ M&M's or Skittles? skittles
+ Stay up late or sleep in? both
+ Hot or cold? cold
+ Sun or moon? moon
+ Left or Right? right
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? one bf
+ Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
+ Spring or Fall? fall
+ Happy or sad? happy?
+ Wonder or amazement? wonder
+ McDonald's or Burger King? bk
+ Mexican or Italian food? mexican
+ Lights on or off? off
+ Candy or soda? candy
+ Pepsi or Coke? coke
&
(x) - I've done
(_) - I haven't done
IN THE PASSED WEEK.
(_) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(_) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(_) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) had sex
(_) been dumped
(_) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist-fight
(_) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush, on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(_) had feelings for someone, who didn't have them back
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) gone on a blind date
(x_ lied to a friend
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) been to Europe
(_) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(x) cut myself on purpose
(_) seen someone die
(x) slapped someone I loved
(_) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) thrown up in a bar
(_) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(_) eaten sushi
(_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(_) been in an abusive relationship, emotional, verbal, or physical
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[28 Sep 2004|05:05pm] |
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friends only!
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[26 Sep 2004|11:26pm] |
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hey!
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